She tries. Truly I know she does.
She is clumsy with her heavy steps
Her awkward hands as she coaxes me onto her fingertips.
But I am tired, and there’s sugar on her skin,
So I will rest, I will drink, and then I will leave.
I found her again.
Had I teeth they would be chattering
From the chill in the wind.
Her hands are still covered in sugar,
She holds me and blows warm air,
So I might fly away once more.
Once a helper
Now my fate of death for simply being small.
I watch as she tucks my body into the earth,
As she cries,
Begs and apologises.
But in death I know she is still kind,
She leaves honey beside me,
So that as I sleep
I will never be hungry.
Below are some notes about this piece, including the thoughts and external inspirations that occurred during its creation.
Bear in mind, this is simply what I was thinking of when I wrote these poems and what they mean to me. If you interpreted them differently, that does not diminish how you felt as the reader nor the correctness/incorrectness of what you were thinking. Poetry is subjective, and so is being alive.
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